Desperate dark hole

There does come a time when you regret your decision ,a point where you no longer see a hope.

when your person becomes a stranger. When you see your relationship in danger. When you are struck between leap of faith and valley of death !

When thousands of memories are clouded with a few in a sieve
When blankness takes over nostalgia and a photo tells you how dramatically the situation has worsened.

When distance creeps in and insecurities bulge out high
When you get tensed about everything even though you don't know why !

When blank space in the heart starts to space out your confidence
"This is not how it is supposed to be", cries your conscience.

But girl !

To love is to become vulnerable to all the awful things it can bring: crying yourself to sleep every night, overanalyzing, listening to the most depressing music ever, talking about it to anyone who would listen !

'coz, end of the day , being in love is inarguably the best thing that can happen to you ....If it works out you'll have a your person for life ! If it does not, you know how it would not,well aware and equipped for a lifetime.
'coz end of the day, you know your relationship needs to be nurtured if it's worth and needs to be thrown into oblivion if not.
'coz end of the day a heart break teaches you all the courage to open up for a new you.
'coz end of the day , even in this desperate dark hole ...you'll learn to live and love again.

All it takes is a little faith and lot of patience ! you'll do great :)

The woman we hate but love to watch !!

//A piece after Sunny Leone's interview in CNN-IBN // 

An esteemed journalist, who used yellow journalism and absolute shaming to insult his guest on hot seat .

A presumed porn queen takes it all with elegance and teaches the world something called indifference to negativity. 

This lady took me by surprise today !

I have always thought that her career choices are upto her and nobody has a right to comment.On the same hand I've not particularly respected/disrespected her attitude as a person,end of the day, what we have known as sunny Leone is what we have wanted to see her as ! All thanks to Hot Shit by CNN IBN , you guys made me see what Sunny Leone is and I now respect her for what she actually is !

I was waiting for her to just get up and walk away ,which she hasn't. I hold her high today for answering all sorts of inhibiting questions with utmost elegance and grace. I guess the interviewer was wanting to strike a controversy on her again and may be publicise it .He hasn't left one stone unturned , poking about her past, repeatedly asking if there's any repentance, drawing conclusions on pornography statistics , asking if Indians were hypocrites and also bringing in politics. Looks like he was all prepared for a news item next day , "sunny Leone calls Indians hypocrites" ; "Sunny Leone says she profusely repent her deeds and is ashamed of herself" ; "Sunny Leone talks about politics" .... blah blah blah !!
Sorry darling ! Time to throw your yellow papers into trash .

I somehow feel this 20 minute talk of her's is the most sensible thing that have watched in a couple of days. I can't imagine of any other celebrity taking in so much criticism,negativity and judgement with a smile and still answer with utmost calmness. She talks about career choices, positive outlook , relationship with her husband , how relationships between people should work out and lot more. And end of the day , all she has to say is your perception about her doesn't really matter and she would continue to work her ways ! I can't stop myself from appreciating that attitude.

As said in the previous post , she stands as an epitome for the phrase pour me a glass of haterade coz it's my choice to drink it or throw it.